To a friend who is about to retire.

 


To a friend who is about to retire.
Some of my friends are already retired because they are too old.
Some friends have months left and some have about a year left.

Retirement is about to take place.
It's not a glorious new start.
I feel like I'm just being unemployed.

This is because they are not ready for old age, so they cannot end their lives by playing and eating.


If you work, there is always a crisis of unemployment, and many people will have experienced it a few times.
I think it's because my job is not right.

Just as a couple doesn't get along and get divorced in their lives, it's natural to resign if the job and I don't get along. However, retirement was divorced and fired from work. He tried regardless of his will, but he could not hold out.

Retirement is also forced out of work.
So to get a job after retirement.
The elderly try,
I only realize again that nothing is easy.

Retirement is the jobless.
I had to watch my father retire from his job. I couldn't even go to retirement age because I worked for a large company. He made and demoted the losers with clever techniques to voluntarily resign in the middle. Eventually, he resigned after years of endurance.

So he always told me, my son, not to find a job, but to do business. Then I still think that I shouldn't have sent him to college these days.

I felt like I knew in my life that a job is not the way to succeed. He said that making a lot of money is the best in capitalist society.

They argue that in order to make a lot of money, they have to do their own business without retirement age. However, it seemed that the problem was that the success rate of the project was less than 3% for three years.

Eventually, I started my career late through that process. And in a formidable work life, I have worked for a nonprofit organization that suits my aptitude for a small wage. And I am about to retire.

To my son who graduated from college, I tell him that there are many jobs, so it is the difference between whether I can do it or not. Because you are young, it's okay to fail. You can start over.

I don't know if you'll hear that your older dad has nowhere to go.

That's how life ends.

Netflix dramas are popular these days.
It is a life story set in Jeju Island, and sometimes it is good, but it is pathetic to tell the story of a house where life is not enough. It is a drama that overcomes the crisis with the help of many people, hurts because of children, and depicts a woman's life well.

Watching this drama next to her, my wife keeps crying. As a man, I can't cry. I tend to cry well after watching dramas. Because I think it's because men take it for granted that it's hard.



못된 직원

사람은 참 못된 동물이다. 착한 사람은 하나도 없다. 그런데 자꾸 기대하고 착각을 한다. 
 착한 사람이 있을 것이라고 스스로 세뇌하기도 한다. 

왜냐하면 이기적인 나쁜놈만 있다고 생각하면 못 살것 같기 때문이다.

지옥같은 세상에 살고 싶지 않기 때문이다 오직 정글의 법칙만 있다면 그게 대자연의 법칙이라해도 그런 세상을 원하지 않기 때문이다.

착한세상

직장생활을 하다보면 나쁜놈들이 너무 많은 것 아냐하고 한탄을 하게 된다. 이간질에 남 헌담질 아주 악마가 따로없다. 비아냥 거리질 않나 책임 회피를 하질 않나 비열한 짓은 기본이고 거짓말도 잘한다. 이렇게 판단하는 나도 누군가에게는 못된 놈일게 분명하다.

하지만 그럼에도불구하고 우린 감동적인 사람들을 만난다. 바로 의인이다 자기 목숨을 잃으면서까지 남을 돕는 사람부터 어제 뉴스 처럼 잃어버린 수술비를 찾아주기 위해 하루종일 쓰레기를 파혜져서 결국 상당히 많은 돈을 찾아준 댓가없이 호의를 베푸는 사람들에게서다.

희망은 이런사람들 때문에 생기는 것이고 삶을 다시 설 용기를 얻기도 한다.

그래 아주 희망이 없는 것은 아니지 하면서 말이다.
로또담첨 처럼 만나지 못할지라도 희망은 우리를 살게 한다. 아주 실낱같은 희망이라도 말이다.